okey not for a long time i'll be a midwife... *it's about 1 month again! do you know that i feel pressed by it huh?
this is not what i want... but what can i do maybe this is my destiny
when i was in my high school, i dreamin to be a graphic designer, i like to draw,, but i have to face the truth that i want to make may parent proud to me... yeah and being a graphic designer is wrong way.
my parent want me to be a police woman, but the obstacle, i got an accident when test time, hmmm i can not passed my physic test...
i'm so messy in that moment, my face, may knee, my arm... that was the worst... im look a like a monster in that test among the normal people..
and then my aunty offer me to be midwife like her... hmmm... she had a clinic and her daughter didn't want to following her footstep to be a midwife, so she hope i can inherit hers...
i know being police and midwife is a something contradict, hahah... but i have no option... my parent will it too...
im passing my day in that academy *midwife academy of 'aisyiyah with unpleasent at the first...
fortunately im not the one who did'n want to be a midwife... yeah it's all bout our parent... i met macha and ity ;) both of them accompanied me in my boring day... thx buddies!
now im in my last year in midwife academy, im so confused, so araid to endure my day as a midwife ;(
im hoping that i can be a succes midwife, and being accept by society...
i reflect an image that i use the white uniform... work hard day light til night...
huhuhu ;( i have no time with my family... what a... !
but the other side, trully i like to help peoples, i want to save the motherhood ;)
and i hope i can sincerly help others...
god, thanks for my life, my beautiful life... i won't be vain to my life ...
